good lesson in my life

Erm..i jz realiz that I wil only write smthg on my blog when I feel sad...It almost a year I din touch my blog here.... many thgs happen recently...A conference jz finish, my auntie passed away and soon is my viva.( haiz ..really hope that will going smoothly)

About the conference, this is the 1st time I join n helping out to conduct a conference. So much thgs I hv learn during the conference. It really open my eyes. Like wat Prof Awang said, let's it be your lesson in your life. But I would like to say that I feel happy and sad for this conference. Happy that I really learn smthg from all of the secretariat members. With everybody cooperation, all the obstacle solved. Besides of gaining my experience, I also got the opportunity to knw some of the participants. Some of them are African, Italian, from Iran, Iraq, India. My plesure to join this conference act.

But thg jz wont go as smooth as we aspected. Mayb jz too tired, too tension and misunderstanding, the out of control n emotional attudute was really shocked me. I still remember someone yelling that "y always wan to follow the rule?!!!" I'm sure everybody wan this conference go well ...v wan to show our professionalism to others..dun forget, this is an international conference...We are the one represents UMS. Forever, ppl will remember how is the conference going. Hw could v live w/o follow the rules? I cant imagine that one day we need not to follow the rules while driving.What will happen to us then? The thg that make me sad is how could smone support those students that really did wrong? Was he right to say rudely to a senior/ tutor..Ya I knw I'm jz a tutor..but at least they should learn wat is respect!! That's wat Prof awang always taught me... This is the 1st time I really experience that a student yelled at a tutor and lecturer...I'm still remember his face and his voice keep shouting:"you shut up!!!" Is that the thg that you learn from your degree? Try think rasionally...coz soon or later you are the one contribute to the society and soon or later you are the one as the father to a son...Would you like your son behave like that?

I really feel sad abt that..I told one of my senior, the students' lecturer whom futher study and I was totally agree with what she said. "they actually not that rude..but maybe sm1 terlebih manjakan diorang" "who are they to yelled at their teacher?" "the students thought they were right becoz sm1 was on their side" "I am so disappointed knowing that they shout at their teacher" " frenship and profesionalism always can not blend well .... the iccbpe is profesional" "love is one thing, terlebih memanjakan is another thing"...all of the lecturer love student...but not till manja" "we want the student to learn how to respect, compromise etc..." "ya...kalau pandai tapi kurang ajar..thats not a good graduate"

really hope some day they realize about all this...and this is a really good lesson to me like prof awang said..I will nvr learn if everythg just come smooth